Take a Bow

I'll never understand
i wish i could read minds, life would be so easy if i could know whats going on in the mind of the other person. Well Last colorguard competition at fairfield on saturday. Life is pretty chill i guess nothing really bad going on and nothing to bitch at, but idk somethings missing like always, i dont know what. Its that feeling of being complete thats eating me up inside. I have no clue is it the feeling of old friends that i miss, the lover i seek that will be the yin to my yang i have no clue but this is no new feelings to me. My Biggest fear was always being alone, and that fear turned into a nightmare, and then finally..that nightmare is a reality, i dont know like im such an ass like Cassandra Phan is one of sweetest people ever she lets me copy her homework gives me food and and im always sarcastic and stuff with her. I dont think its the people i came to love who's changed..ive been bitching about the wrong things when the real problem is right in front of me.