In return

Gosh sometimes i just question myself, i make the stupidest choices but they come from the bottom of my heart. Why am i so nice sometimes? i back off from the people when i feel like i need to
like backing off from luke for daven
or backing off from aaron for his gf
idk
What if i really mean and all bitchy
gosh i swear thou maybe nice guys do finish last who knows thou i might eventually get my karma

i give up everything i end up with nothing
and suprisingly im somewhat content with it