Back on Track

Ok i have so much to update

First of all

-Colorguard at foothill
it was all bad like everyone was helluh anal about it, the people who had a bad show knew what they were doing and the people who doesnt know shit had a good show, haha thats basically it shelton and i cheered and screamed and i jumped on him cause our guard tied for first for colorguard and we got second overall so we didnt do that bad but for championships i want first not a tie or not a second, and "girld who ditched" still pissed me off the whole show wasnt her fault alot of people messed up sierra even said something didnt feel right but shit dude RIPPLES ARNT HARD anyways yea i feel like im improving, but idk i felt like shit when someone makes fun of me i usually just take it and smile and see the humour in it but manny even thou he i think doesnt mean it got to me i just smiled and got quiet and idk i just got anal about shit. Oh well its was one of my ok shows but i got helluh emotional i got to see luke before which was nice and then i saw kevin and idk things were said we talked things out i feel like shit to this point idk like if a guy cant control his hormones and gets easily bored with other guys, what does my future have in store for me, well hopefully we can stay friends cause thats all i ask for.

-Boys
Ugh i swear im done with this at this point back to the vagina i just found out about this other guy luke about how he's a horn dog and how he cheated on a guy like ill talk to luke still and everything and i wont believe anything til i have facts so for now im going to have my guard up



-Today
I went to great mall around 12 to shop with kalin and karen as soon as soon as i walk in i was greeted by an employee but the diffrence was :D he wasnt all dark and stuff everyone was dressed up and his costume was a pilop backpack blue hair blue shorts and these nikes HE WAS SO FUCKING CUTE i believe his name was mikey cause i over heard his name being called out haha, asian and had 2 piercings gosh oh well anyways waiting for kalin and karen to get their costumes and we walked around today i got a new pair of shoes 2 glasses 3 shirts haha and other random crap :D karen and i saw a kid get in trouble for shop lifting haha thats all the excitement i need for today in my life. Walked them to papaya and i had to leave and go home thats about it