Thin Wire

Today deserves a blog
Super hard i tried to stay awake but i was so tired i tried to stay awake but all my energy was drained from the night before. I need to stop the pity party like i just feel sorry for myself
this is my last time to let it all out and then i basically just need to let it go
1.im sorry A i became what i hated a person with no time for someone who they care about taking homecoming and guard was my downfall and i didnt have time for you, you fell for someone else and i became anal about it, which isnt right
2.im sorry K i guess i wasnt good enough, i helluh tripped about it but you know what? your single you can do whatever and whoever you want i just need to accept that.

im over it everything makes you stronger and i learned that you can never be to strong.
Everything is my fault but im not going to play the victim card, i want to say everything is my fault because i want to learn from my mistakes
I've changed so much all the people i met and talked to formed me into this sarcastic asshole whos mean to people who thinks its funny but you know what? its not right i really just need to change, not change but become who i use to be
Jonathan Pham