Sunday, October 19, 2008

Love love love

I feel it clawing my hear and chest and basically im just going to accept
shit happens you cant trust anyone you get screwed over and people come and go in your life and you know what? im fine with that it happen so many times that im practically use to it.Oh well life is life and on the upside im alive and im breathing.

Today aids walk with kevin was fun he got to meet and hang out with my parents
which made me happy i couldnt go hiking so we took him home.
i went to aunt jenny's house cause my grandma wasnt home
played Warcraft and Brawl then i come back home and my friend tells me something about kevin ugh it hurt so bad, once again im screwed over but you know what thats ok its life and im over it, i just need to isolate myself and heal, i sew the pain i endure shut and get right back up before its fully healeed
this past week i manage to figure out what i wanted in life and i did and in the end it bit me in the ass.
Ill never hold anything that happens to me against anyone
i understand that its my own fault and i just need to learn from my mistakes

Everything is alright
Smile through the pain and you'll make it

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