Anal

This is going to be one of my angrier blogs so be warned
Anyways what really pisses me off ok yes i made ella cry and it was wrong i took her pizza and i was like "do it" ok i fucking get it but people need to fucking drop shit and not get anal about shit that doesnt involve them, shannon =_= i swear i asked jeremy for money and she's like "oh he doesnt give money that make people cry" well you know fucking what he doesnt give money to bitches to make fun of chinese girls and tell them to be gay yea, one day after 7-11 shannon was like picking on theresa and shit and brittny told her to stop and shannon wouldnt, so honestly dont get on my fucking case and act perfect and shit i swear.
, so honestly bite me you always act like your right and shit i know i was wrong i talked to ella about so fucking get off my case and drop the whole thing, and this pisses me off in general yes i understand your a person friend and your there for them, but as a person you being like "get away from her" and stuff etc your making thiings more diffcult and dramatic then they need to be, after ella started to cry i hugged her bre was like go away i was like no, i honestly wanted to tell her to fuck off, latly ive been mad and mean and i just want to hurt people =_= but you know what im better than that, ANYWAYS yea after lunch i pull ella aside and we talked
WOW OH MY MOTHER FUCKING GOSH how god damn easy was that? i said sorry we talked about it, its easy as couting to 1 2 3 and dont get me wrong i know your trying to be there for her, but wtf =_= your making it more dramatic then it needs to be.
So really people need to stop being mellow dramatic and anal about shit
cause im literally at the point where i just want to call people and and cuss them out but idk thats not the mature way to handle things so obviously i wont


Whatever, at lunch it hurts...like you see breanna over there and you see kalin over there, what use to be a family from 8th grade with new people added everyone is everywhere...what ever happen to best friends forever and now everyone is just everywhere...and i really dont like it i wish i could go into the past for one day id sell my soul to go back to 8th grade even with the drama to see everyone's smle and take one last picture :\
well idk anymore i dont want to hang out with one group cause it'll feel like im leaving the other group idk im tired of trying to hold on to something that drifts away everyone is in their own world and im just trying to make us all on the same page. Whatever ...im not holding on anymore im letting go today i felt so weird. Sitting there by myself trying to recollect my thoughts. On the verge of tears buts thats how you grow, from the thing that hurts you. im honestly letting it go people change and no one will be close to each other how they use to be