Frustration

As the days pass by, my frustration grows and grows i dont know whats causing this frustration, maybe i have nothing better to do, or maybe its the fact that i miss a certain someone in my life, but i'm pretty sure its the fact that i miss certain people like louis, it just sucks my mom doesnt want me to hang out with gay people in general she blames my orientation for the people i hang out with and calls them bad influences at one point she even blamed karen, she use to love karen!, up until the point i mentioned karen was bi sexual.
Anyways next year i dont know for my classes i ended up applying for
Ap english and Ap bio
i want to do Ap Us Psychics enviromental science and french 3
but i think thats way to much so i think i might pass on psychics
anyways...
Went to trojan olympics last friday
their dances are hella good saw david michael and aaron and other familiar faces. Then that sunday i went to Vfair with julie to buy sadies outfit in the end we decided to be Ninja Turtles haha :D i cant wait but while at the mall it kinda ruined my mood not when i saw jhomel but haha julie was like, 'oh he's cute" but i saw william with him at one point i was like oh ew? i wanted to say hi but i continued to go on my shopping trip cause it would be my last in awhile
I snuck on the computer on thuesday March 31st
and i talked to aaron about prom plans he said he was going to have multiple dates so my jaw dropped a little bit because i wanted to spend some time with him before he leaves the country, you know what they say you never get over your first love eh part of me still has that feeling but its whatever it's his prom let him enjoy it, im still uneasy thou he said "it's cause..." and then responded with a "nothing" "brb" i was like hm...

This week multi cultural im doing nobody by wondergirls and 10 out of 10 by 2am or 2pm or something

Mmmm pokemon is taking up my time haha

i dont know somethings missing....i just dont know what