Hell09

haha yea lets be corny and shit 08 IS OVER WHOOHOOO
FUCK YEA
09 is here im kinda glad
that day louis picked me up and we met up with cameron and i met their friend kenny and then we went to union landing to eat at iin and out well kenny ate and then we visited the walmart just for kenny haha, picked up ryan at union bart and drove to fremont and played Brawl at Cameron's and then headed off to Fruitsvale bart :) went to Ryan;s bf i Enrique o-o omg i hoped i spelled it right but cameron and kenny got off at powell to meet up with there friends we all met up at enrique's place eventually :) and then kenny's friend tina met up with us we all took some shots of tequila and started dancing idk im usually a heavy weight but i was so emotionally at that point i let the alcohol affect me letting me become a light weight, we were going to meet up with Simon Paul, and jordan later and jordan i wasnt so thrilled about i knew he had alot of drama in his life but he brings it upon himself, i found out about his past and his present and his socal boy andrew jose, oh well i dont need to be screwed over again, ahahaha i ended up hella tipsy but not drunk and my new years kiss went to paul, but so much shit is with him to Him and An Ha and An ha and kevin oh well like this whole break i was suppose to be on a break but who gives a shit i know i dont its break im ready to have fun im glad daven and i broke up like i miss him and all but SHIT I HAD SO MUCH FUN hahaha :)

:\ its sad its ending
Thank you
Louis Pandong
Cameron Koichi Joe
Ryan Maldanado
Paul Woo
Tina Ym
Kenny Lim
Enrique

For the best night of my life, people who i just met i feel so close to like you guys are my family no lie, but when you guys talked about the past i have to admit i felt left out but its ok im use to it i started off quiet meeting you guys and hopefully we stay in touch and make new memories :)

FLY HOME SAFELY CAMERON <3
gosh its so embarassing but i had a mini crush on him! but if i look at it i dont stand a chance so really he's a Older brother to me they all are, haha sucks being the youngest but i realized alot, im to young i have my whole life ahead of me i dont need drugsor alcohol and screw downelink focus on the more important things in life and not

AND DO NOT become part of the scene and i repulse myself because im so young like one of the youngest NOT THE YOUNGEST but to young and im not even in the scene yet im so far in it for my age, so i need to stop JUST STOP :) and im glad i have people like them in my life that helped me realize that becaues if i kept going i would have had a reputation and everything and we wouldnt want that wouldnt we haha.

Ryan: The Flatt one

I met other cool like Branden Nozaki :) he told me the same liike everyone else its just idk heart warming starting the new year like this, Cameron was saying if i ever needed advice just give him a call and idk :) like it made me smile like they're people on DL who are genuwinely nice. I just met these people i feel so close to them more close than i do to others and hopefully they feel the same way :)
Dude haha i feel like an idiot for crying like new years eve i was crying cause jordan wong pissed me off but i was so over whelmed haha cause they kept asking me if i was okay and i just like ajnfajsfa its made me so happy for once in my life people cared and i didnt push them away in the end :)

As for myself i just need to be true to myself and focus on the main things like school and family, well i told my aunt jenny and jocelyn my uncle mike and thai i was gay that turned out okay i guess im just afraid to tell my mom but its all good i will eventually. I really do need to work on my body language im playful and what not but people take it the wrong way so when i really dig someone im going to flirt with them the same way i flirt with everybody else and im just going to be portrayed as some whore who gets around thanks louis hahaha :)


Thank you everybody seriously whoever hurt me made me happy you made a big impact on my 08 life im still changing and growing
im a master piece in the works

:)

All Wilcox Friends!
Shelton Jorden
AaronJosh Bondoc
Daniel Nguyen
David Vasser
Karen Huynh
William Cao
Kalin Estep
Ryan Maldonado
Breanna Hasse
Louis Pandong
Ella Greely
Kenny Lim
Aryn Martin
Cameron Koici Joe
Britnny Abad
Enrique
Tina Ym
Branden Nozaki
Kevin Nguyen
Daven Lagmen
Luke Lubag
Lance Cuevas
Alex Luong
Tong
Nestor
Eddie
idk i think the most important one Lawrence Andrew Cruz :\
miss him sometimes but its in the past now
WILCOX COLORGUARD WINTERGUARD WILCOX MARCHING BAND :)
More people but i cant remember

Anyways past in the past 09 new heart throbs and definetly no heart breaks cause im a smart kid now even thou im still learning