Unsatisfaction

Maybe i'm just bored with my life, maybe things are back to normal idk, as each day passes i feel a little more bitter than the other day =_=, i guess cause life is so boring, Wake up, Go to school, Go to swimming, Go home, Shower, eat, sleep. Eh things coming up Multicutural doing Replay, and Nobody for the korean dance and thats about it idk if i want to do japanese, I'm a sub for Fasa we're doing tinkling or something with sticks heh, and then Battle of the Tribes, mother fuckers >;D Jonathan Adona Lucille Pham and Michael Tran you guys better do it :D. For this week Korean club practice today, then on friday Clarice's musical i get to see michael :D i miss him =_=, omg downelink isnt working i bet there are so many pedophile's deying because they are deprived haha. on and the weekend i get to go to the library again for my french project >:D so yea for internet? Today and tuesday i had my Cahsee...it was interesting, im just going to say it was so easy it was hard =_= i forgot half the shit on but i feel i did fine. On tuesday Olivia visited afterschool so i chilled awhile with her Caroline and Destiny, haha olivia and i switched shirts. Her and Destiny are my ho's and Caroline is my girlfriend who takes a douche on my chest, gotta love them

Someone pinch me

Wow Fantastics was amazing, Sophomores got third place i did alot of events, jeanie and i did hella well for jump rope relay D:, but there still room for improvment
for skin the snake i skinned my knees, and for crab soccer i cut the skin of my palm =_= and at the end of the night when i went bed i couldnt move my pelvis =_= saturday i spent most of it in bed. The dance was ok i guess like our was so disorganized but at least it was a decent crowd pleaser. That day i spent it with M idk i wanted to do something romantic for the hell of it so on my shirt under my ripped up fantastics shirt i wrote "Will you be mine M.T.?" haha to bad he and his sister, my sister and emmily and clarice all 5 were late so my suprised was ruined but oh well when i wasnt doing an event i sat in the bleachers holding his hand, haha my friends crowded me and were in "aw", sometimes i wished my friends would pinch me because like every other lover i thought it ws to good to be true. With my injuries T_T and my events done i just sat next to him, i felt nasty and unattractive due to the sweating
but i leaned on him, haha he smelt like cholrine haha :D, anyways after that we chilled outside his sister my sister emmily and clarice, haha i was in his arms :DDDDD!! anyways yea just hung outside and then fucking shelton came and called me a FLAMER you whore =_= im not that gay D: anyways we said our goodbyes, i got into the car and my mom said "stop that" eh w/e she'll learn to accept it. I called michael when i got home on emmily's phone :D ahh i asked him what his sister thought about me cause haha you got to make a good impression on the important people in his life, His sister told him, and he told me i was social, and she compared me to kevin nguyen OMG OMG OMG =_= "kevin nguyen was really social and he turned out to be hella cocky" and then i was like omg =_________= so i guess she's foreshadowing
well anyways
i hope everything goes well
031309

Insomnia

anyways
this week is battle of the classes, and im just so tired haha dance and what not
im not proud of my dance, it was suppose to be sexy but girls cant move their hips so im kinda annoyed im in things like crab soccer hopefully i dont get kicked in the face again i'm in hoola hoop relay and in jump rope relay
hella excited clarice emmily sister and my mom are coming and michael
mmm idk what to type
whenever i stop blogging i hate catching up cause so much starts happening
Well let me start from recent events
the past days i would get easily frustrated and just lay in bed reading, i feel so unproductive and lonely i really miss the internet haha, today in theater class i talked to someone and they were like "oh i'm talking to someone now they like me" and i like them and suprisingly it affected me, i thought i would care less eh its my fault i let go of something good, its hard being patient it really is. Two days ago, i stayed a little later at school online and my good friend david was online, i've been hoping to talk to him so finally when i get the chance i do and i talked about what happen i just feel like a big jerk, because the day i first met M he was telling me how he forced himself to like D and it wasnt working out but when i talked to D, he said M didnt tell D that he doesnt really like him that way until later that day, the day he met me, idk if M really felt that "he forced" himself to like D or, maybe i was a big ass hole and took M away from D idk, ill never know, maybe i should be happy with what i have and not dwell, but i cant help but worry about a friend :\

anyways thats all for now

:D

Yeaaa im going to start blogging again
eh nothing insightful today thou
Eh its to cold and my fingers are going to fall off