Restart, Reboot

Haha hooray im going to blog again
so lets see
where can i start i hate it when i stop blogging can usually so much but not much happens haha but lets see, from when i got my braces off :), Well christmas break is starting and my mother her bf and auntie and her bf are going to be in vietnam singapore and all the asian places and i hella miss them im worried to sick cause my mom is pregnant im like all dfaskgfnakjfna and shit so keep my fingers cross and hope they come back safe.

I was suppose to go to my friend shariyar's party on saturday but i didnt go because My cousin lena needed me to go to her winterball last minute i hella went =_= cause im a nice ass cousin and jodie was going to be my date. We ended up matching with dark purple haha :). I took the bus that friday to Indie High and i had to run there cause lena's mom was waiting and other stuff haha i spent the night on friday and saturday. That saturday i had to get a purple tie so i called everyone on my phone for dear life trying to get a damn tie so i ended up chlling with ryan for a while he drove me to the mall and then i hung out with Daven :) after we chilled i went back with ryan bought a tie and then headed home and got ready for winterball. The dance was ok no one was really there i kinda got frustrated cause jodie couldnt dance and she got tired so idk we sat down most of the time i was like blah i didnt even want to talk because i was so frustrated. Not to be rude but hey people im gay now :\ like idk i just dont feel that way towards women. chilled more with lena that night and after i was dead tired "SHOOT ME" hahahhahaha went home the next day got a ride with uncle thai and aunt jocelyn and got home sunday and did homework.


Tuesday ugh...it was cold and i was like unstable i needed a ride to get my secret santa gift so i ended up hanging out with Lawrence, met his friends Zin Lisa and Angelo pretty cool day but i tried so hard not to like let everything out like at points i started shaking. his touch made me want to curl up in a ball and just die
but i got through the day went to valleyfair and than santanna row and then went to cupertino village. After that to lisa's house and then back home

These past few days
really chill laid back
i feel bitter and mean but its just the weather
well blog later